No one is going to kick you ass for you. You are going to have to do it yourself. No one is responsible for your failure, your distraction, your lack of motivation but you. You are your own worst enemy in this day and age. Time to start being your own best friend. Put systems in place. Track things. Reward. Punish. Do all the things for yourself that you wish somebody else would do. Don't be your own worst enemy, or at least, try to be a frenemy.